Interrupting the Hiatus
Journal Entry:
Wed May 27, 2009, 8:55 PM
Hello there fellow dA'ers, Asmodeus here.
Well. I haven't exactly been the epitome of activity on here for the last...9 months? My life has been...busy, is the word, I believe.
I have finished my first full semester of college, got screwed over for a promotion at work I should have had, only to see the position dissolve 5 months later, been beating my head on an artist block for half a year, lost my soul to a video game only to regain it back 8 months later, made a wonderful friend then totally burned the bridge to ash with my overly-honest mouth, had a crisis of faith and mentality to come out stronger on the other end, got a sweet-ass new car, had a my roommate move out, struggled financially until I learned how to finally manage my finances (love having my own place, for the record), learned how to play pool (well, play it with skill anyways), and have continually spent the last 9 months trying to convince myself I'm not in love with a woman I'm hopelessly in love with.
I think that's most of it. Sorta. I don't really remember, my short-term memory fails me a lot (I don't even smoke pot to accentuate it, yet my pothead friends have better memories than me. Soooo not fair). I'm not even 100% sure I'm the same person at this point. I know it's still me, but my Outlook at the world is so much...
...better, that's the word. I have never felt so confident and self-assured in my entire life. Not arrogant cockiness, but confidence on the direction my life is taking, for the first time since I got my Scholarship to the University of Memphis. I have spent the last 4 years getting my ass kicked, but I think...I think I finally see why that had to happen. That is the growing process. Growing pains is not an exaggerated term.
On the Artistic side of things, I finally broke down the damnable wall I was under, and have begun to get some new pieces together. Within a week I should have new pieces together, so look for it as it comes.
See? Capable of posting without unnecessary drama every once in a while, ^^.
See you guys around, and it is nice to be back on here again.
Asmodeus
- Mood:
Joy - Listening to: Dust on the Bottle-David Lee Murphy
- Reading: War of the Ancients Trilogy-Richard Knaak
- Watching: Star Trek: The Next Generation
- Playing: World of Warcraft
- Eating: Less than before
- Drinking: Juices and Water
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Spock:You are the captain of this ship.
Translation: If you want to be an idiot, I wont stop you, but only because I dont out-rank you.
- Lanaea "Brain Matter"; Chapter 11
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"The truth is usually just an excuse for lack of imagination"
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Always question authority, always.
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-Roper
</blink>Master of the Universe</blink>
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OMAE WA MO SHINDEIO!
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"A third-rate mind is only happy when thinking with the majority.
A second-rate mind is only happy when thinking with the minority.
A first-rate mind is only happy when thinking"
-A.A. Milne
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